Final Destination III

Second year and I was close to a popcorn,
When movies and strategic games
Should have suffused my desktop entirely
Playing the verbal and the quant game
The hat of responsibility that I adorned myself onerously.

Third year and I became a stupor,
When the feline infection was becoming malignant
Making me look old in the eyes of the infected 
I smelled salubrious air of company
And in my preparation, seriousness reflected.

Final year and I faced the stage,
Where to prove the hard work that was sufficient
The head or tail decision went against my wish
I lacked consistency and it was evident
Not to fret, a little payback I did relish.

Independence and the humbleness to learn,
No preparation and no wonders expected
Without having the effect gone was the infection
Back to third year but as a forlorn
Thrice now, will this be the final destination?



Meanings for clarity:

• "feline infection"         - CAT
• "head or tail decision" - Job or higher studies
• "payback"                    - Was able to pay the loans back